I don't know, too much Homestuck...
Well, sorry for this upcoming rant but I like to vent out things and I really don't like bringing drama into Facebook. So allow me to bring a little bit of my irl drama to this wonderful website. (in all honesty I just want to release some steam about my overwhelming amount of jealousy.)
Jealous Subject #1
You see, thanks to band camp and schooling, I haven't been able to go to any movies with friends, family, or even my boyfriend for a few months. Because of that, I missed quite a few films I wanted to watch which includes:
Now You See Me
Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs 2
World War Z
Man of Steel
Grown Ups 2
and now, Frozen
And I was informed multiple times by my boyfriend that he was going out with his friends (which included girls...so of course I was jealous) and watched more than half of these films. He had promised to take me to The Hobbit, Man of Steel, and Frozen, but I all those times he had gone without me with his friends and cousins. Most of those times I was on the bus on my way to competition and he would text me that he's at the movies or when I'm at home studying, etc.
And as I type this he just texted me that he's at the movies watching Frozen with his cousin, Emmy.
There's actually another point to this, but I'll keep that situation to myself.
Jealous Situation #2
Now, I am fully aware that every single artist in the world, even those experts, get jealous of another artist's work. But recently, I have been constantly put down of my artwork. Yes, I had my watercolor portrait of the Mad Hatter for a project in art class hung up in the display case in the hallway, but he HAD to place it next to a better artist's work...so it looks like someone just spit all over mine and put the other artist (whose name I will respectfully keep in privacy) was put on a pedestal. Thanks.
Jealous Situation #3
I get really sick and tired when I see all these posts and people talking crap about their family. Yes, you will have troubles. Yes, it is going to be tough. But that's the point of being a family!! Please, stop it! You have no idea what it is like to be living far away from your family all your life then suddenly, you can't live with either parents because your mother is too childish and your father's wife kicked you out because she hates you.
Be happy with what you have. And I don't care if you are religious or not, but know that you are BLESSED to have them. Be GLAD you have family nearby. Be HAPPY that they are alive and well, and you are too. Be GRATEFUL for everything they have done for you.
I know it's a little late for Thanksgiving, but a national holiday shouldn't force you or be the only day that you are grateful for. Be happy every day. Be glad every day. Be grateful every day. Because you have people who care for you and care about you. Because I care about you.
Thanks for reading all of this if you did. I'm sorry for this long rant, but I had to let it out somewhere.
I love you all